thats right, over it. Everything. All of it. All of me. I'm not at home atm but I feel so alone. Maybe where I am is just exacerbating that feeling. I was brought here by someone for a few days and then left so they could be with their family. Maybe my view of things is wrong, it probably is. Something is upsetting me that I can't talk about, and I don't know why it is upsetting me. I think because it's something I can't and probably won't ever have another chance to have. And I feel stupid about what I said about the subject previously. I know this doesn't make sense. I know this. But right now I just want someone to hear me, so I know I'm not alone. That's all. Pathetic but I don't know where else to turn. Sorry.