I feel like complete shit right now. I feel empty and lonely and all I want to do is cut. I want to sleep and never wake up I'm so over everything I'm over my life and myself.
Because I don't have anyone to talk to. Yeah I have my friend but she doesn't understand, I can see that whenever I vent she gets annoyed because its the same thing over and over again. I felt completely alone, no one to talk to about anything at least. Just sitting in my room only me myself and I engulfed in my own thoughts.
I know how you feel. Its not that I don't have any one to talk to I just find it hard to let my thoughts and emotions out, its starting to get easier now I am on here though. feel free to vent my way whenever you want, you're not alone
Recently I drank this herb tea called seven blossoms, it helps to promote restful sleep. I had this really wonderful dream where I met someone who told me: no, it's not unusual to feel the way you do, you're surrounded by a lot of negativity. This stranger didnt seem perfect they just seemed to understand how I felt and it made me feel so much better. The feeling carried over into the next day.
