Sometimes xxxx because it gets me out of anything and everything. One day I wanted to do it to try it out, knowing I could've possibly died(although now I find out that although I took way over normal dosage, I probably would need double what I took to kill me). I got to skip school the next day since I was sick. I just laid in bed and never had to get up for any reason unless I wanted to. This week I'm on break since it's Thanksgiving. I had wrestling practice a few times, and I honestly hate doing wrestling now, but I'm kinda forced to do it. I did not want to go so badly that I took the pills again and made myself sick. Got me outta wrestling for the few days. When xxx, all the effects are fully active when I wake up, but after my parents see I'm sick, I go back to bed and when I wake up, all I have is a little stomach ache. But I got to just lay in bed all day and do nothing. It was great. I just wanna sit there and sleep and sleep and not do anything. Sometimes I wonder if death is like having the greatest sleep ever, because you sleep for such a long time. But unfortunately I have xxx I was taking earlier. I don't believe that I have anything like what I was taking, and sometimes I feel I just wanna go into my cabinet and find every pill I can and xxx.