Yes, this is just me being angry, but seriously? SF? Go fuck yourself. I don't know what I'm looking for but I have realized this place is sure as fuck not the place I'm going to find it. I feel guilty for talking about the things that are bothering me. I feel guilty for not being as supportive to others. I don't think this is a healthy environment for people with suicidal thoughts, because more often than not that person is ignored or neglected. I'm not saying I'm not guilty of the same shit, I've seen people talking about their problems while I joked with friends. I'm just sick of some of the bullshit I've experienced around here and I'm ready to give the big FUCK YOU in search of greener pastures. Thanks to everyone for putting up with me as long as you have. Bye.