So my landlord and I were just making small talk as I did my dishes and I basically had verbal diarrhea and told him WAY too much. I babbled about a severe med change, that the last month I have been the most depressed in my life, that a bed is being reserved for me in hospital "just in case"...and worse. I feel like beyond an idiot...it was inappropriate as he is not my counselor and awkward as heck. I am back in bed mortified, trying not to have dark thoughts about getting evicted for being crazy. If I see him tomorrow I will try to apologize. This is hell. On top of everything else. He will probably (definitely) tell my landlady who ah...has some issues with boundaries. Basically, I just made things way more complicated and embarrassing for myself. Last thing I need. Rant done. So mad at myself.