I'm so overwhelmed with anxiety!! I want to quit my job, avoid my friends, run away, die... anything.
I hate that I'm having these urges, because I love my job and I love my friends and family. But things that should be trivial keep triggering my anxiety, and I don't know how much longer I can stand it. I feel physically sick and drained, and I'm throwing up at work regularly just to get through the day. It sucks because if I wasn't a 'crazyperson' everything would be wonderful. But my stupid stupid anxiety is making it so difficult to function, and I'm just so tired of dealing with it. AHH I want to scream and/or die.
I hate that I'm having these urges, because I love my job and I love my friends and family. But things that should be trivial keep triggering my anxiety, and I don't know how much longer I can stand it. I feel physically sick and drained, and I'm throwing up at work regularly just to get through the day. It sucks because if I wasn't a 'crazyperson' everything would be wonderful. But my stupid stupid anxiety is making it so difficult to function, and I'm just so tired of dealing with it. AHH I want to scream and/or die.