Hello, I'm writing this.. Because.. I feel like I'm losing my mind.. I'm currently 17 in high school. Just recently.. My girlfriend and I have been getting into a hell lot of problems.. For about 10 months.. All we've been having were dramas and problems that were hurting us.. Being a idiot I am there was a girl.. for 9 months who was my ex who kept trying to hold on, make me feel bad, and try to push me away from my girlfriend.. So .. After the problem was finally finished.. Another drama / problem is occuring.. Now my girlfriend has found some other guy who started to like her.. She began to like him and now seems they're closer than what I could imagine.. The reason why we got into a argument.. Was because she said I was too "clingy" and kept following her around.. Now it's like we barely see eachother.. I'm only needed when she needs me other than that I'm kicked to the side like I'm a nobody.. She told me to go away.. She dosen't want to see me anymore or even hear me.. Stressed out.. She called me later for like 2 mins and said she'd call me back.. I waited for a long time and no reply.. I gave her a promise to hold on but.. Right now it seems like for some reason she's acting like.. How my other Ex's treated me.. I feel like shit deep inside.. (excuse my language) and I'm dieing.. Why does it seem like she's the love of my life..? We've been through so much over these 10 months but.. It feels like we've been dating / known eachother our whole lives.. Right now.. I don't think she really cares.. I feel used and replaced.. I want to just die.. You know..? I'm failing my classes.. I can't even think.. It just feels like my only way out is to die.. Maybe do something right for once.. Because it seems I'm always doing something wrong in people's eyes.. I'm sorry for wasting your guys time..