so this is my first time posting... i feel a little awkward doing so but i do not know what else to do. i think i lost a good friend this week. i was too needy and kept asking her for help. then, i am struggling to do any sort of work for school. i suffer from depression and have been in a rut for months now. i am just so overwhelmed by life. i am in so much pain and incredibly scared this will never end. i just don't know about anything.