So last night was extremely emotional for me, i was thinking about some of the little things ive been through and i got this intense wave of sadness wash over me... I have experienced SO MUCH PAIN!!!
in the grand scheme of things its not much because if you spread it all out over the 25 years ive been alive it doesnt seem as significant, I deal with each thing as it comes and take one day at a time and I've had good times in between those too but when I condensed them all together it kinda knocked me sideways how much i've actually been through.
After I wiped my tears away I decided I was going to start this thread, i want to offload everything that ive been through, one at a time, from the most insignificant little thing to the biggest ones, everything i can remember, but along with each pain i have endured i will write a pleasure i have experienced to go along with it and balance the scales.
It is in the hopes of being cathartic but if not, if its only slightly entertaining for everyone else then ill be happy too.
Like i said some of them may seem really silly but it has been something that has affected me at some point in my life & may be part of an accumulative effect.
Feel free to make any comments or post your own Pain And Pleasure...
in the grand scheme of things its not much because if you spread it all out over the 25 years ive been alive it doesnt seem as significant, I deal with each thing as it comes and take one day at a time and I've had good times in between those too but when I condensed them all together it kinda knocked me sideways how much i've actually been through.
After I wiped my tears away I decided I was going to start this thread, i want to offload everything that ive been through, one at a time, from the most insignificant little thing to the biggest ones, everything i can remember, but along with each pain i have endured i will write a pleasure i have experienced to go along with it and balance the scales.
It is in the hopes of being cathartic but if not, if its only slightly entertaining for everyone else then ill be happy too.
Like i said some of them may seem really silly but it has been something that has affected me at some point in my life & may be part of an accumulative effect.
Feel free to make any comments or post your own Pain And Pleasure...