Don't know what to do I turn to you You turn away from me What did I do What did I say How can you do me this way? I loved you with everything I had I loved you with everything in me Yet you decided death was better than me How could you do that Why did you do that How could you call that love? How could you say you loved me? The pain is going away The anger is getting worse I hate you for what you did to me I hate you for making me hate you I hate you for making me feel the way I do It's been 5 years why won't the pain go away Why do I still blame myself? Will I ever get over blaming myself? Will I ever blame someone else? Will I ever blame you since your the one who did it? I think that I will I think that I need too I can't live with blaming myself anymore!