well....I almost broke my hand in the past week....i wish i did...i got a bf..and he's truly in love me....but how can any1 love me?!!! I'M A FUCKING MONSTER!!!!!!!!! but idk...i just dnt know anything any more....idky im posting again...havent for a few months....so plz just dont read this...or reply..in fact..i bet no1 will....so whats the point of posting this? idk...talkin to myself i guess