pain turned into happiness.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by destroythesethoughts, Oct 23, 2012.

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  1. destroythesethoughts

    destroythesethoughts Active Member

    After trying so hard to move forward, I've found myself thinking about nothing but hurting myself. I always need someone to talk to, because I feel like that could help. But I have no one. I'm completely alone. Day and night all I want to do is self harm. At first it was just cutting. A few small scratches here and there. Then it turned into gashes. I even ended up in the hospital with stitches. But no one even reached out to help me then. So a few months after that, I started cutting again. Now I'm burning myself. Nothing is helping with the emotional pain anymore. I sit up crying all night. Not knowing what to do.. I'm going no where in life. I'm wasting away.

    I wish I could just be comfortably numb again.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun harming yourself will not make you go numb it will bring back the pain you feel inside. I hope you talk to your doc or therapist and get some new coping skills ok to deal with this pain
    Hugs
     
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