It feels like something is crushing my chest, like a dark cloud is just following me around, like a stabbing pain in my head, it is just awful and I want some relief. Talked to my doctor today, it helped a little, but that was 5 hours ago, and now I feel like I am slipping again back into this dark hole. I fucking hate this. And, the more I talk about it the more it makes me feel like I want to explode. God, please help me.