I can't take the pain anymore. I don't know what to do. I sometimes think that this is the way that I am supposed to go. Hopeless...helpless...hopeless.I have been this way for so long. I don't remember what happiness is or if it even really does exist. Tomorrow never comes and today is unbearable. I cut and SI to try and make the feelings go away but they always come back. I know that this is a prolife site...I am prolife...pro ending life. Sorry for being so negitive...I just can't see a way out of the pain.