Painful reminders

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Useless2D, Feb 21, 2011.

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  1. Useless2D

    Useless2D Member

    I used to and often still carry a knife with my for if ever I mess up I mark myself with it as a reminder of what a screw up I am. I used to do this with small box cutter but soon "upgraded" to a pocket sized hunting knife for if ever I wish to kill myself in an instant. As of lately I carry about 6-8 knifes including 1-3 scalpels, and a barbers straight razor.
     
  2. Ravenwing

    Ravenwing Well-Known Member

    Why is it that you feel you need to carry so many?
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Carrying knifes isn't the solution. You need to look at the source of the problem and deal with that, maybe with the help of a psychologist or such.
     
  4. Useless2D

    Useless2D Member

    I carry so many for two simple reasons.
    1. Depending one how bad I screwed up is a different sized knife.
    2. If ever one isn't sharp I have a spare.

    I already found the problem, me. I screw everything up so I'm always reminding myself not to this way.
     
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