Painful reminders

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Useless2D, Feb 21, 2011.

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  1. Useless2D

    Useless2D Member

    I used to and often still carry a knife with my for if ever I mess up I mark myself with it as a reminder of what a screw up I am. I used to do this with small box cutter but soon "upgraded" to a pocket sized hunting knife for if ever I wish to kill myself in an instant. As of lately I carry about 6-8 knifes including 1-3 scalpels, and a barbers straight razor.
     
  2. Ravenwing

    Ravenwing Well-Known Member

    Why is it that you feel you need to carry so many?
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Carrying knifes isn't the solution. You need to look at the source of the problem and deal with that, maybe with the help of a psychologist or such.
     
  4. Useless2D

    Useless2D Member

    I carry so many for two simple reasons.
    1. Depending one how bad I screwed up is a different sized knife.
    2. If ever one isn't sharp I have a spare.

    I already found the problem, me. I screw everything up so I'm always reminding myself not to this way.
     
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