All of the familie's cell phone's been turned off due to nonpayment. -My fault. Wife hit a pedestrian with her car this week. Guy I know from AA. I think he is ok, but don't know. Car is acting up again. Health problems creeping up again. Still have that issue with my parents linging over my head. Tired of waking up to fear and worry, wondering if I will make it thru another day. Not enough money to give the kids a decent Christmas. Just want to get drunk til I get alcohol poisoning. (I guess I would have made a lousy moderator, huh)? Am thinking about entering the planning mode again.