I'm really..really freaked out. I was sitting on the couch with my mom.. she was watching tv and I was studying. Suddenly she's like: take a look at this this is gross! Guess what. A documentary about a girl of I suppose 15-17 who SI. Nearly got a heart attack making sure all of my cuts were covered up. She goes on: I dont understand these people, they make me so agressive n pissed off its just like: get a grip and dont be so god damn stupid me: well idk (trying not to say too much or show im shaking, turning red and sympathising with the girl on tv) following that, I have to hear from my mom what the definition of SI is: 'you know, it's like when young girls make cuts in their arms with a razor until it bleeds and they wake up the next day feeling like they have a friend, how bizar hu' I felt punched in the face.