i was always a grandpas girl, to both my papa hiott and papa dodd. my papa dodd died when i was 6 or 7 to cancer...but my papa hiott killed himself when i was 3...i remember my papa hiott better than i remember my papa dodd. which is strange because i lost my papa hiott first. he was awesome and i miss him, hes not blood related but he was really the only father figure i had...my dad took off...i dont think my papa hiotts suicide effected me cuz...i was so young when it happend...but im sad hes gone. can a 3 year old be affected by a suicide?