Papercut

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Who_Cares, May 13, 2008.

  1. Who_Cares

    Who_Cares Member

    I got one yesterday. it itched like hades...
    I let im take advantage...what a stupid girl i am...he said he loved me...he always says that...then he tells me to go kill myself...and i try--it never works why?

    WHY?? HONESTLY WHAT IS MY REASON FOR ENDURING THESE CONSTANT TRIALS????????

    I told him i tired to kill myself...he called me a gulliblle bitch. im a stupid bitch to let him take advantage...to hurt during his pleasure...he doesn't understand. I hope he never looks at me again with that smile...enjoying yourself seth?
     
  2. Who_Cares

    Who_Cares Member

    They always have to show me my faults. shove it in my face. shove it up my nose WHY DONT YOU? and if i say i wanna sleep forever they tell me to go do it...and if i try, they tell me im stupid....its a pointless fucking cycle.

    boys love me if i love them back. BUt i dont want to...so i wont. But at least then i feel happy. sorta. they always take advantage...makes you feel good enough, until they leave...heh. theres no point to anything.
     
  3. bb564

    bb564 Guest

    :sad:

    If you explained the problems more I'd be able to try and help.
     
  4. Who_Cares

    Who_Cares Member

    Yeah...im gonna try...I am a people pleaser...i like to make people happy...but it doesn't make me happy, but i think it does...ummm...
    read the poems. http://jerisparkles.blogspot.com/
    they will help you...undertand...I think.
     
  5. Who_Cares

    Who_Cares Member

    its not funny
    :((