Paranoia, paranoia, paranoia.

[Spikey]

I hate being so fucking paranoid all the time. My grandmother phone me today, and my phone battery was dying so I said, I'm about to eat and my battery is dying, I will call you later on Tim's phone, and she said, oh okay, I just wanted to speak to your Mum anyway. But after I hung up, I got so paranoid it's unreal! I get paranoid if people don't answer their phone, or they're in a situation that they can't talk. I hate it, but I can't help it. I get paranoid that people are going to read my MSN conversations, or listen to my phonecalls, or that people hate me. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!
Last night I drank a whole bottle of vodka to myself and went crazily suicidal, and was about to slit my wrists, ARGH!


For fucks sake, Melissa, get a grip!

 

[ybt]

you might be over stressed. relaaaaaax. try to prioritize. then, realize most of what you think people think about you isn't true. you're half way there already by realizing that it's paranoia and not based on reality