All these news stories about people being tortured and killed are really getting to me. Just watching the news makes me think "I could have that happen to me one day." My paranoia seems to be getting worse. I usually have airplanes fly above my house, and I'm starting to think that one's going to crash into this house at some point. I'm also blind in one eye. I've been this way ever since I was born. I'm developing a fear of sharp objects now. I'm afraid that I'm going to poke my good eye out and I'll never be able to talk to my online friends ever again. I honestly don't understand why all these thoughts keep popping up in my head. It started only a few weeks ago. I'm not sure if this needs a trigger warning but I'll put it on just in case.