So I suffer from really bad and sometimes extreme paranoia and at the moment it's bad. I freak out about little things and when things get really bad I just get overwhelmed and get suicidial at times. I'm seeing a therapist and will be seeing a psychiatrist soon so hopefully that'll help. I'm a shut-in due to the self-esteem killing bullying I was the victim of in middle school and so my computer is my window to the world. My mother had a laptop but, it is down dead because she didn't keep up with security like I kept pestering her about and it got infested with malware. Well, she jumped back on my and I became paranoid my computer would be infected. I work damn hard to keep my computer clean even avoiding sites I've been to before without any problems. Well, today I noticed Wikipedia was acting odd and sure enough potentially unwated programs (PUP) had got onto the computer. I scan before I shut the computer off at night so it had to be her. I managed to quarantine it so it's fine and further scans have come up clean but, I'm still worried. To make matters worse I've noticed a white bar sometimes appears on my screen but, I'm positive that's simply me moving the screen before the page had fully loaded. Now I decided to go to one of the sites I went to before but, when I clinked to view something another window popped up and my computer blocked the seocnd one saying it had a bad reputation.I scanned and it came up clean. I'm still obessing over my computer and really freaking out now.