hey all. im kinda new to this forum. so i suppose this would be a good place to start. well... for a start. i don't know, but i whenever im at the street. my room. my class.. i always have these.. i dont know vision stuff. i just, imagine, and see for me, how suddenly an accident happens. how someone stops up and beats me down. i always look over the shoulder. i always feel like being followed. i can't go out alone without getting anxious, soon to be followed by a stroke of panic. ... moreso, whenever im not doing anything extremly hard. i just get those thoughts in the back of my head, it always start out as a little voice, but it gets louder, and soon i can't get that thought out. next i start discussing it in my head, wich mostly lead to a full discussion between myself and, well, some other myself i don't know. i didnt write this to get answers in particular, just wanted to let it out.