I cant stop being fucking paranoid , its driving me up the fucking bend i hate it i really fucken do , u know what i did i fucken cut my fucken lips up and made them bleed so i when i speak it it wouldf hurt , im gunna fuck my hands up so i cnt type then no-can get hurt , ive had it . I lose everyone that i ever fuckin speak to not because i choose to because my mind tells me to THAT she or he is being funny with me , i try to think before i speak but that just makes me cut more maybe i really should of done dnt the rest of my wrist and fucked off.
The voice that tells me to say these things about the people i care about is a plant in my brain that needs to be killed , but it just wont FUCKIN DIE maybe i should try and kill my self with a fucken knife write threw my brain. I HATE THIS SHITTTTTTT.
The voice that tells me to say these things about the people i care about is a plant in my brain that needs to be killed , but it just wont FUCKIN DIE maybe i should try and kill my self with a fucken knife write threw my brain. I HATE THIS SHITTTTTTT.