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paranoid about everything.***TRIGGERING***

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Painttheskyred

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I cant stop being fucking paranoid , its driving me up the fucking bend i hate it i really fucken do , u know what i did i fucken cut my fucken lips up and made them bleed so i when i speak it it wouldf hurt , im gunna fuck my hands up so i cnt type then no-can get hurt , ive had it . I lose everyone that i ever fuckin speak to not because i choose to because my mind tells me to THAT she or he is being funny with me , i try to think before i speak but that just makes me cut more maybe i really should of done dnt the rest of my wrist and fucked off.
The voice that tells me to say these things about the people i care about is a plant in my brain that needs to be killed , but it just wont FUCKIN DIE maybe i should try and kill my self with a fucken knife write threw my brain. I HATE THIS SHITTTTTTT.
 

Esmeralda

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I'm no doctor, but it sounds a lot like paranoid schitzophrenia to me. Have you been to the doctor? They have treatments for this sort of thing now. You don't have to be like this.
 

Painttheskyred

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This is what i mean i just took the 2nd comment to heart and now i think ur being funny with me. I LOSE MY SELF IN THE MOMENT I CNT DEAL WITH THIS FOR MUCH LONGER I REALLY REALLY CNt
 

Esmeralda

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Well, for what it's worth, I was not trying to mess with you. But you really should see a doctor about this. It's not your fault. Your brain is just basically fucking with you and there is medication out there that can really help you. It would be a shame for you to hurt yourself when there are experts out there who ca help. Please consider seeing a doctor about this.
 
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