too many of them, every day... i don't even know anymore what is real issue and what is just paranoid thought. i think that other people hate me, i act like an idiot, i do mistakes all the time and i can't fix anything. my negative and paranoid thoughts are distracting me from current sitatuons that i'm in and then i fu*k most of them up and then i'm feeling even more bad. i can't focus on anything i can't take it anymore!!!