I think I'm really paranoid. If someone ignores me just a little bit, i'll think that person hates me. then ill be really sad, because i believe it so much. i hate talking to people online, i count the minutes between responses, phones are so much better, cuz then people dont randomly hang up or whatever. im just always worrying, and panicking. every little thing i take as a sign that that person doesnt like me, thinks im inferior, i just get so sick of my thoughts sometimes. i expect too much from people. just writing this ,i feel like a total shithead for being so self-centered. i just wish i wasnt so paranoid.