I'm 17 years old and I cut nothing deep but it's getting there, for now the burning sensation fills me. I try to tell my parents that I think I'm depressed but they don't believe in that. they laugh at me. I've tried to commit suicide countless times before, why I'm still alive? I'm not sure. I put on a happy face at school so people don't realize. I'm a master at putting on a happy face, smiling at my darkest moments. I just got done cutting about 10 minutes ago because of a fight. I don't really have friends that I can talk to about this. I just feel like I'm done, it's pointless. Thanks for reading.