annoy me. simple as such. they just COMPLICATE things. and its no fair anyway, now the head of campus at school has to know about dad trying to commit suicide too, because mum and dad need professional help and as a professional the school's psych legally has to do it. i know she has to and i understand that, but i dont want it to happen! it's just gonna embarrass mum and dad and get them all angry at me for telling what happened in the first place. i should have just shut up and not said anything. actually wait no, i even knew that it would happen one day... i should have tried harder to stop dad trying to commit suicide. i knew it would happen.