Past these eyes...

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by ThornThatNeverHeals, Apr 8, 2012.

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  1. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    i cut my arm
    let the blade go deep,
    look at the blood welling out.

    i love this feeling,
    finally able to punish me,
    i deserve it, no doubt.

    I hate who i am,
    i know almost everyone does,
    im not who i was meant to be.

    i have no chance,
    i dont deserve anyones love,
    my heart will never be free.

    ill shiver in cold,
    ill freeze alone,
    its not like anyone will care.

    the pain in my body,
    you dont hear my soul moan,
    my mucles in my legs tear.

    my coach has no soul,
    my family knows me not,
    why cant anyone see past these eyes?

    you will never understand...
    friendship is what i sought...
    but now all i want to do is die.
  2. Freya

    Freya Loves SF Staff Member ADMIN

    Thorn I don't really now what to say other than that I am sorry you hurt this much and that there is no way that you deserve to feel this way :hug:
    You know where I am if you want to talk and my inbox is always open.
    Your poetry is beautiful but it is so sad :(

    Love and hugs :hug:
  3. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    you achieve so much with your words.....I do hope your race went well, and as always thanks for sharing :)
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