Im a 22 year old guy living in south wales and i feel pathetic. I hate being alive because im single. I have been single since i was 17 and just dont think ill ever find someone who wants me. People have been telling me for years that someone will come along but no one ever has so why should i believe anyone who tells me that. Im so alone all the time and i hate it. I wish it would just all end. i try my best to be nice to girls and have always treated them with respect and like people not objects. I have never cheated on any one becuase im totally against it. I wish someone would come along and just love me for who i am but i know its never going to happen because deep down there is something wrong with me. Im not the best looking guy in the world i know that but everyone always says its personality not looks but it never works out that way. I tried to talk to a girl a couple of days ago and she just laughed in my face and said i was buzzing which really hurt. I feel so pathetic because i should be able to have a happy life without having love in it but i just cant. Nobody knows any of this because i just feel like its a pathetic reason to feel like this.