My mum's aunt killed herself she was the 3rd child. my uncle killed himself, he was the 3rd child. I want to end my life, I'm the 3rd child. My uncle was the black sheep, I'm the black sheep..he was a gemini I'm a gemini. he killed himself on the 27th September 1987. 2 days time its 20 years to he's anniversary of him killing himself and being found in he's bed. I have 2 days left, I am the same age as he was when he died.