So I guess I was a pretty heavy opiate user for the last three months, climbing sometimes as high as 120mg/daily. But that was only towards the end of it. Before that stint, I was clean for 3 months, minus a bit of Kratom use here or there for the same symptoms I face now. But the depression, lack of motivation and energy is crushing me. I can barely get out of bed and I barely can move and keep up with Life. I eat well now, I take many supplements (including L-Tyrosine and 5HTP for mood and such) and I find I do okay but damn this is so hard. I've been clean for two weeks now (of everything), and it's just an uphill battle. I can't stand feeling like total shit some days. It's up and down and it's feeling like I won't make it, not on my own. Is there anyway to kick myself hard enough to feel normal again?