Today I finally heard from a pdoc who I had seen before. She had thrown me out of her practice six years ago because I had hurt myself. Even though it has been six years since I have hurt myself and three years since I have hurt myself she still would not accept me back. I am so angry and hurt that this bitch will not give me a second chance. It is this type of bs that got me to being suicidal and harming myself in the first place. Damn pdocs who do not want to treat people who have a greater need than some other people.