The last week particularly, my flat mates have been very sex oriented, always talking about their sex life, non stop jokes about their sex life and each others. Sometimes the jokes involve how I am "available". For 3 weeks I wasn't depressed or suicidle, the longest I have went this year, I thought it was over, being put behind me, but now I am sick of being single, it was a problem before, now even more so. It's all bringing out my mental weakness again, which I thought I could put away. I do not know what to do, there is nothing feasible, I will just have to put up with it and hope it doesnt trigger other feelings or make me perminantly depressed again. My birthday approaches as well, that marks another year with no one.