How in such suddeness do we feel in better cause? To have such lack of control, such lack of understanding of how we feel, how do we feel that death will be kinder, that death will be understandable. Death is the biggest what if in the world, yet we tread it lightly and laugh at it. We watch violent movies not worried for the poor soul who just got sent from his body. There is only a few painless ways to go, but pain is but physical and a sign of life, to know what hellish waitings are on the other side is almost too much to bear. If there is a hell, a in between, then the only pain that is logical would be psycological pain. So why trade sadness with a neverending greater sadness? Who knows.