I apologize if I hurt anyones feelings in chat as was not my intention. I also appreciate those attempting to help who didn't spit out bullshit in the process. Everyone will be at peace at some point. For those that are in pain and hate listening to these people talk about your life as if they know it better than yourself, I'm sorry. Goodbye All. For those that are in pain, coming here is the worst thing you can do. People say they care all the time here. What they really mean is "I'm concerned for you, but only as much as I care about some random person" If you are in pain constantly, such as myself, you get tiresome of hearing this over and over again, when it really has no meaning. The ones that say this are the ones that aren't in pain. They don't understand us. You see, if they truly understood, they wouldn't want us to continue life. They always say things like "it will get better" and other crap like that as if they were a goddamn fortune teller. I'm sorry folks, but they aren't. They are just saying what they are supposed to because they don't know what else to say. They know they don't know what they are talking about, and I am here to expose that. Don't listen to them. What they are doing is claiming that they know your life better than you AND if that wasn't enough, they claim to have some type of psychic ability. If you want to believe that, and take what they say to heart then do it. Perhaps you will live longer in your world of pain. To me, I would rather not. I would rather not have somebody claiming to know that things will get better without knowing me or any of my circumstances and allow my pain to continue. Then there are those that are not it pain constantly. They are the ones that I have been talking about previously. You think you are a fortune teller? Go win the fucking lottery, and stop telling people in pain that it's "OK" and "it will get better" because I dont think you know what you're talking about. Stop pretending to be some fucking hero because you're not. Leave the people in pain alone. Live your so called "painful life" and continue to do so because you don't know shit about pain. You constantly inflict pain on others by telling them things that you do not know anything about. Leave us alone if you’re going to do this because the last thing we need is bullshit. If you want to help, then be honest about what you say and not about what you think you should say. Next time you want to cause people more pain, think about what you’re doing. Recently I've been an asshole in the chatroom. I dont really give a shit. It's amazing how those that cared, all of a sudden don't. Could this mean something? It means they are either in denial that they actually do care for people, or they only care for people who aren't jerks regardless of how much pain they are in. They will never admit it to themselves though. They will never admit that those who once "cared" for me no longer do because they never did to begin with. Care isn't something that can be tossed around like that. You say you care about people who you dont even know, yet at the same time you dont care about those you don't know. You're all a bunch of fucking hypocrits. The whole chatroom thing started when I was banned from chatroom, but that is honestly besides the point. I'm glad that you all don't like me any more because frankly I don't give a fuck. What you've actually done is proven to me that everything I've said here is 100% true. I've already decided I'm going to kill myself. I'm not sure when, but it may be sooner than I had orginally planned. It has nothing to do with any of you, it's just my own thing that has ultimately led me to this decision. I'm not afraid of death. We all die someday. It would only matter if there was a heaven and/or hell or any other heaven or hell in the 1000's of religions but since there is not, then I'm not too worried about death. Eventually, the Earth will be destroyed either by asteroid, global warming, or nuclear war, and if for some reason none of that does it, the sun will eventually burn out and there will be no source for energy (although that would require extremely long time but it is inevitable). Think about it. Is anything you do actually matter after you die? Evolution will once again start over in many years and the cycle will continue. I've been dead for billions of years, and when I die I will be dead for trillions of years and beyond. It doesn't really matter. I apologize if I hurt anyones feelings in chat as was not my intention. I also appreciate those attempting to help who didn't spit out bullshit in the process. Everyone will be at peace at some point. For those that are in pain and hate listening to these people talk about your life as if they know it better than yourself, I'm sorry. Goodbye All.