People Are Causing Me Pain

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by kath, Mar 6, 2007.

  1. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    People are causing me pain.
  2. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    i could really have done with some support here.
  3. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    hey Kath :hug:

    What are they doing to cause you pain? :hug:

    Sending you many many many virtual hugs :arms: :hug:
  4. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Kath, you have my number. Text or email me anytime :hug:

    Vikki x
  5. Jenny

    Jenny Staff Alumni

    Sorry people are causing you pain Kath, what happened? :hug:
  6. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    People really dont get it.
  7. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Then explain it to us hun. PM me or text me if you need to x
  8. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    what's up kath?
  9. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    How can i explain it and share if people are only just gonna shout at me for my sitatuion or take my control away.i tired explaining this to the people in my life.They told me to keep my mouth shut.When you feel like your dying thats a really big thing.i needed support.Dont they think i feel bad enough?Bad enough about this.Well i do,i did and now i feel worse.
  10. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    No one here will tell you to shut your mouth. Who ever told you that needs a good kick in th efecking teeth :mad: :mad:

    You have support here hun, please use it.
  11. blub

    blub Guest

    Kath, hun, we can understand you, we probly can relate to it. You can just be honest here, let it al out, no one tells you to shut up, we care about you, we are here if you need us :hug: :hug: :hug:
  12. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    i am too scared to even try and use any of the support which may be here given recent events.Simply too scared.It is beyond me.i do not dare.
  13. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    Dont worry about it.It wasnt hard for me to say that.Its only kath.
  14. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Kath :hug: stay safe xx
  15. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    i was last safe years ago and i dont do get safer.Bit past that but i will be ok.
  16. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    Yeah i thought as much
  17. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    (((((((((((Kath))))))))) Do you want to talk?? x
  18. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Kath whats going on hun? :sad:
  19. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    Wish it was that simple.

    Talking can have many many consequences for me right now.

    And even if i could i wouldnt dare.

    i wouldnt do that to someone,put that on someone.

    Things are that bad for me.

    But it doesnt matter.Even with the little i could perhaps physically manage to say its too risky.

    Too much risk.

    Too scary.

    Its hard to say any of it.

    What would happen?

    Certainly couldnt all of it

    But even if i could really really struggle with myself and lead myself just to say a little even the little i could say would be too much for anyone too handlew.

    just too much.

    Too much risk

    You know what even if politics and red tape hadnt come into my sitaution it would be so so hard for me to talk.

    i still wouldnt manage it.

    Not totally.

    People dont realise how hard this is for me

    And now they really think i need to deal wigth the implication of politics coming into my situatoin too.

    Well maybe i cant deal with that too.

    i am totally alone with this and im totally stuffed and i always would be

    i have to be alloone with this.......the world does not allow it any other way.
  20. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    If yu don't tell us we cant help hun :hug:
    Here if you change your mind