I love you! :wub: I'll always love you, no matter what.. YA RIGHT!!! FUCKING BULLSHIT! I used to have so many online 'friends'. Especially on here. I used to be close with so many people, and where are they now! I met someone special on here I've been in love with her for half a year, never did my love for her die. Then I made a foolish mistake. I cheated on her. Yes I did. And I WAS sorry for the fact that I cheated on her. I was honest with her. We broke up. 7 hours later her status on a site changed to being in a relationship with someone else. 7 hours later! Meanwhile I get messages saying how much she loves me. That she'll always love me. WTF?! How am I supposed to believe that!??? 7 fucking hours! I'm not a fool. You can't fall in love with someone and start dating them within 7 hours. Something must have been going on before that. I changed so many of my views just because of her. I HATE kids, though I genuinely started thinking about having them because she wants them so badly. I NEVER wanted to get married, but she swept me off my feet and I even proposed to her! I fucking crossed a very very difficult line sexually, for HER. And now 7 hours after we broke up she's with someone else. I'm not trying to victimize myself here, cos I'm not the victim. After all I was the one who cheated on her first. Though I'm not so sure of that anymore now. If you get together with someone only 7 hours after you break up with your partner something must have been going on before already, eh. and then there's friends. I had so many friends on here. At least I thought so. There were about 5 or 6 people I was really close with, we'd talk every day. I was told I am loved. I was told we're good friends. I was told so many things and look at me now. There's ONE person from this site whom I can still call a close friend, whom I still talk to a lot. ONE person. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate people here. I honestly don't. I'm just angry with some people who told me so much bullshit and couldn't be bothered to actually stick to their words after I left the site. I still consider some people here mates, but more towards the acquaintence type of friend than actually a close friend. So if you think you have some GOOD friends on this site... THINK AGAIN. It's not about friendships on here. It's about having people to lean on. And then telling them you love them and how close your friendship is... BULLSHIT. FUCKING BULLSHIT! It's about leaning on people or having people lean on you, then telling them you :wub: them and that you guys are great friends, and then when they leave, not bother to talk to them anymore, cos after all they don't come on here anymore, they aren't part of the "lean on each other community" anymore so why bother talking to them, why bother actually still caring for them? Thank you for making me realize that. And Thank You, one friend whom I still am friends with, for still being my friend and for still caring and for still having fun talks with me. Thank you for NOT putting that bullshit on me. :wub: for you! And all others..... I hope you find happiness or whatever you want.