I let people walk all over me. I let people take advantage. all because i\\\'m too shy and in some instances too scared to say \\\"no\\\". I go along with things, because it\\\'s easier that way, in reality it isn\\\'t easier, it\\\'s just as hard but I can\\\'t say \\\"no\\\". that\\\'s the problem with love. i love love, at the same time, i hate it more than I have ever hated anything on this Earth. It goes either two ways - good or bad. Killing me inside and there\\\'s nothing I can do. I put up with it. Why? Because I love them. I can\\\'t stand the thought of me being without them.. I believe them, I trust them, so why do they do this? they say they love me and I believe them. they did something the other day that crushed any doubts in my mind that they didn\\\'t love me... so I know they love me, but why do people hurt the ones they love? Why do they not realise it? Seriously. Why. Killing me inside.