They never change, no matter how hard you choose to believe it. There are some people in this world, that will always haunt you till the very end. Today I decided to retake my old meds again, that have been tucked away since I saw no use for them till now. Probably a bad idea, seeing how I don't have a doctor to consult to. Yet, in my head I really don't care. The way I see it is this, if you have nothing left to lose, then you can do whatever you want in the world. As long as it affects you and you only, you can freely do as you please, even if it means your own death.