AARGH! I'm always so tired, so downcast. I can't feel OK for more than a couple of days. And everyone at work sees me like this and thinks I'm in a bad mood, but I'm just depressed. And I can't tell them why. I can't tell them I've never been kissed, I can't tell them I feel desperately alone, that I can't find anyone to touch or to touch me in a significant way, that there's no one available for me. I can't bear to bare myself like this where I work. Work is work.