People see me sad and think I'm in a bad mood...

[brainstorm]

AARGH!

I'm always so tired, so downcast. I can't feel OK for more than a couple of days. And everyone at work sees me like this and thinks I'm in a bad mood, but I'm just depressed. And I can't tell them why. I can't tell them I've never been kissed, I can't tell them I feel desperately alone, that I can't find anyone to touch or to touch me in a significant way, that there's no one available for me.

I can't bear to bare myself like this where I work. Work is work.

 

[Sadeyes]

the first step is to 'admit' what is going on, which you have done here...congrads...then it is to find someone you can trust, and share with him/ her...being touched by someone takes so many forms...hope you find someone worthy of you, and someone who you can share with...big hugs, J