There are certain people in my life that I really want to open up to and reveal that I have attempted suicide in the past and can still be suicidal. I think it would change the way the look at me. The thing I'm afraid of though is that they will turn away from me. I know a lot of people feel uncomfortable and somewhat intimidated when they are around a suicidal or former suicidal person. I would just like to find a way though to tell them because it is a huge part of who I am whether I want to face it or not.