people who have good social skills despite their mental illness and guts to say their issues are lucky because they can find a lot of support when they are suicidal or feel alone. they can have many friends and romantic type of relationship. im good in social skills but it is not easy for me to say in my close friends that i have issues like suicidal thought. i need to be strong and copy the action of normal people. im hoping.. one day.. i can be happy on my own and accept things of what it is.