I became quite close to a young Dutch man here a year or so ago. We’d talk all the time. He supposedly ODed but survived, I knew he was unhappy and I was so worried about him. I stayed up all night reaserching on the effects of overdosing on the drug he used and talking to him and then his “sister” MSNed me a few weeks later to tell me he’d run away from home, in the freezing cold with no clothes. I told “her” everything and I cried and cried. I even offered to go to Holland if she needed me. She said she didn’t want to put me out of my way. I spoke to her for weeks asking for updates etc. I was going out of my mind worrying. She disappeared from MSN a month or so later. I continued to email him in the off chance he might receive my words…no hope. At this point, with him missing for over a month, in the freezing conditions of mid winter, I was sure he was dead. I went into mourning and became even more depressed. Then, recently he popped into MSN again. I don’t think I’ve ever been so angry or hurt. All I can say is, don’t put other people though what he put me though.