What gives people the right to play with other peoples emotions?!? I get that people don't understand mental illness if they don't have it but surely if someone knows you well they should know not to fuck you about!! And WHY do people think they deserve 4th 5th 6th chances, just because I'm weak and vunerable?! I'm so god damn angry that I let myself get in this situation ans I'm so angry that because I'm so lonely and vunerable I'll allow people to walk all over me. I'm so angry at myself and everyone else!!!!!!!!