Knowing people is so pointless. All they do is hurt us. Would you say your problems are caused by you and you alone...? No. Neither would I. My Dad is to blame, my Mum is to blame. My Brother is to blame. My ex is to blame. All the men who have treated me like shit are to blame. Those girls that bullied me when we first moved to Kent from London are to blame. My cousins who manipulated me are to blame. All of the so-called friends I have met over the past 26 years are to blame. They're to blame because if it wasn't for them, I wouldn't be who I am today. Knowing people is so pointless. Because if I don't know people - how can they hurt me? So I'm throwing away my phone. I'm deleting my Email address, I'm moving house, I'm changing all of my details and numbers. I'm avoiding friendships and relationships. I'll smile at my neighbours, class mates and colleagues but don't try and get to know me because I don't want to get to know you. Once I know you, you're in. Like a leech or a tick, you've stuck your head under the surface of my skin and now you're sucking on my blood. But if I don't wade into the water where you live. You can't get me. I won't be wading into the water - I won't even so much as fucking look at the water. Because I don't want you anywhere near me. PEOPLE = SHIT. I'm getting a Puppy.