To make a long story short.. I'm going abroad in a week. A wonderful trip with my closest and dearest friend and her 2 lovely children. I know I will have an amazing time. I will be happy.. So why not end it when I'm at my happiest.. it's the perfect timing. I get to spend my last week with the ones I love the most. I tried putting the idea aside.. but it keeps popping up and I can't denye it anymore. I can never get a better timing than when I return home after that week. I will go with happy memories and they will have happy memories of me.. that's not easy to come by these days.. happy times.. I have begun planning on how, when and where.. notes to my family.. and I feel at peace. Is that not the perfect way to go?