Perfect

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Sa Palomera, May 7, 2007.

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  1. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    I hate posting in crisis, but.. I'm so close :cry:

    I was close and now getting the mail with the new Steer EP and the On A Clear Night album of Missy Higgins... it's just perfect. The perfect music, perfect day, perfect in any way.

    Nobody needs me anyway, everybody will be better off, I do more bad than good anyway :unsure: :cry:

    Today it has to happen. It's the perfect day. :cry:
     
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Hang on Est am booting up Google talk.

    GET ON BLOODY LINE!!!!!
     
  3. Stew3

    Stew3 Active Member

    No such thing as a perfect day to kill yourself there is no time when you die
    even if doubt you really want to die just a little bit help only a phone call away
    I would have liked you to tell me all your problems it could make you feel all better dont really know.
    and i was looking foreward to you showing mearound here:sad:
    so just try to make it through the day *hug*
     
  4. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    please ppl ignore the post, I don't matter. SOrry that I posted it, please focus on the other ones who are in crisis at the moments. I'll manage.
     
  5. i need you. please be safe :(
     
  6. Beret

    Beret Staff Alumni

    Hun, please stay safe :hug: and get some help if you think you cant hold on. We love you,
    Beret xxx
     
  7. LoD

    LoD Well-Known Member

    Hunny, your closer to help then you ever were before, don't give up now. :(

    I know I'm probably nothing but a bother to you, but I really do care for you, you've given me the best days I ever had... And I'm not just saying that to make you feel better; it's the truth. I've felt happy just knowing I'm your friend, you're a wonderful person and I love you yapping my ears off and... :( Don't say you don't matter, you matter more then anything.

    Please stay safe hun, you're strong, I know you are, you can get through this.

    :hug:
     
  8. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    just ignore this thread pls, I shouldn't have written it, sorry for wasting that space. Mick is safe, so thats good. Now rather spend your time on other people who are in crisis situations or feel bad than wasting it on this waste of internet space.
     
  9. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Est, you feeling any better hun :hug:
     
  10. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    yes, I'm bloody brilliant :dry:


    :cry:
     
  11. :hug: > doesnt no what to say :( <
     
  12. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    I wanna die :cry: :cry:

    I spent the entire day yesterday working on Shooru and Friends in Crisis, keeping my mind occupied.
    This morning I passed out again, woke up about an hour and a half ago. And working on the sites just doesn't work anymore.

    All I can think of is, where's my knife, where are the pills to make me numb.

    I wanna .....
    doesnt matter what I want.
    I just want to die. Now.
     
  13. Shadowlands

    Shadowlands Official SF Hugger Staff Alumni

    You have been here for quite some time. Lots of posts you have there. I'm too lazy to look up from all that so could you get me up to speed? What's wrong?
     
  14. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    no worries, I'm alright.
    Had a long and.. revealing conversation with Terry, who's helped me loads with the things she said.

    Sorry if I worried anyone :sad:
     
  15. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Ester...DOCTORS!!!! nag nag nag..told you you was gonna hate me by the end of the week :laugh:
     
  16. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    *sigh* I'll call them.. :unsure:
     
  17. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Make sure you do :whip:
     
  18. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    as a matter of fact. I'll go there now.
     
  19. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Good girl :biggrin: :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
  20. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    actually Sven (LoD) knocked on my bedroom door not much later and we went to the doc together, but was closed already. So now I have to go there mondya morning 9am sharp cos at 11am I have to be in another town for the intake with the psychologist/psychotherapist :dry:
     
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