As has been pointed out to you by numerous people throughout the thread, Sammakko - no-one here is being argumentative, derogitory or rude towards you - all people are trying to do is simply give you support, and offer you advice as to how you could go about getting some time away from the forum.
Robin, *sparkle* and Lynn have already suggested 'On Leave', which is a temporary ban. Robin's given you his e-mail address in case you need support. I fail to see what else can be done, to be honest..
I'm not attacking you either, by the way - or if you feel I am, this is not my intention at all.. Just thought I'd summarise all the various viewpoints in the thread, in one post for you.