Among all the depression symptoms physical pain is the worst for me, I don't know what to do when it appears. It starts with feeling of deep sadness and being completely alone and then it feels as if somebody put the heaviest load on my shoulders and the pain in the chest seems unbearable. Something like an anxiety attack, but not quite, I can breathe almost as usual and no thought in my mind but the wish to die. I was on anti depressants, various kinds for several months each, but they never did me good, painkillers neither. Was wondering if anyone else has similar problems..